Two hours in and I'm already doing one thing right (but everything else is still wrong)
So I took my first pistol class last weekend and I keep replaying it in my head — not because it went great, but because I'm shocked at what actually *stuck* in just 120 minutes.
The draw. My instructor spent maybe fifteen minutes on it, nothing fancy, just repetition from the holster. By the end of that section I was — and I cannot believe I'm saying this — getting consistent. My hand was finding the grip the same way each time. I wasn't fumbling for the gun. It sounds like nothing, but I spent two hours beforehand convinced I'd be that person who drops the weapon or sweats through her shirt, and instead my draw went from "oh god what am I doing" to "okay, that's actually repeatable." That part landed.
Everything else? Still a mess. My trigger press is all over the place. I *know* I'm jerking it — the instructor pointed it out, I felt it happen, I watched my shots go wide — and knowing it and stopping it are apparently different planets. And my grip. I thought I had a decent grip. Turns out I was riding the safety without realizing it, and my support hand was doing this weird thing where I — actually, I'm still not even sure what my support hand was doing. My instructor corrected me four times in one drill and by the fourth correction I was just nodding and trying not to cry a little.
What surprised me most wasn't how much I didn't know. It was that some things *immediately* became automatic — like, the draw is just ingrained now after those reps — while other things, even with active correction and feedback right there, stayed broken. I'd nail the trigger press once, feel the difference, and then immediately go back to jerking it the next shot. It was like my body had a default setting I couldn't override just by thinking about it harder.
I'm definitely going back for another class, but I'm curious: is this normal? Does the trigger press just take way more repetitions to rewire, or am I just built to be stubborn? And if it *is* just a numbers game, how many reps are we talking — are we in the hundreds or thousands before this stops feeling like fighting my own hands?
I know I'm new enough that the answer is probably "get dry-fire practice in at home," which I'm planning to do. But I wanted to check: am I the only person who found one element clicking immediately and the rest of it feeling impossible?